These few days had been busy-with slacking:) Hahahha. Mum had gone overseas and the house feels kinda quiet at times:(. Hahha. There's always something in my head that I've been asking myself... Is it true that if you leave secondary education, you would also lose your friends too?? Recently, my friend asked me out to celebrate my friend's birthday and it has been quite a long while since I last seen them... Then I had been in a dilemma.. I did not know whether i should go or not.... It isn't because that I am anti-social but it just seems kinda awkward if I go there and then you stare at me and I stare at you.. Nothing comes out.. It seemed as though we had lost the times when we had endless things to tell to each other... But now, I had to think before saying things out... This feeling is very uncomfortable.. Unable to talk random things... Sigh.. I really want the friendship that we once had possessed....