Aloha guys!! It has been quite some time since I last posted:) These few days had been doing endless housework and helping out at my mum's company.. Damn shagged... Sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night, I look up to the skies and suddenly got this soothing voice which calms my heart and settle down all of my thoughts.. That feeling is never be able to express by words, or actions.. It is just so magical... I look up to the sky and hope that everything would be alright. The stars that shines at night seemed to be telling and consoling me that everything is going to be alright:) Sometimes, I aspire to be an astronaut and travel into the space and hold on to a wishing star and wish with all my might for all the things around me.... Longing.. This word seemed to be the word that fits my feelings right now.. Different people longed for different things..
Some people longed for endless fortune
Some longed for fame throughout the entire world
Some longed for a perfect family
Some longed for being loved by others
Some longed for everyone to be healthy
Some longed for rainbows to come after every storm
While some longed for world peace.....
For me, I had been struggling for the things that I longed for.. As there are many things that I have longed for. For example, DLSR, piano, go to Australia, and even longed for my parents to struck lottery but after settling my thoughts to a standstill, I finally found my longing... My longing is to have pure happiness in life. Be able to hang out with friends where endless conversations start to be and laughter too. So when can I ever find happiness... The happiness that everyone craves for... The joy as though the endless sunshine that the plants get to bask in and enjoy and grow healthily.... I am beginning to lose faith....

I look up to the stars, hoping you are doing the same too...